The day has come.....

Well, the day has come where I was able to read my divorce papers which are being sent out this week!  There are several reasons why it took this long~personal reasons~so I will not state them on here, but in no way was it because I sought hope for Will and I.  As I have already posted in a previous blog, that day I saw Will for the first time in over 3 months~which happened to be Father's Day, I knew right then and there I had no feelings for him anymore.  The damage he had done to me and the children made him more than unappealing to me, not at first, but when reality hit me and I had time to process everything, and friends/family encouraged me to have some self respect I went through the healing process and came out on the other side fairly quickly.  God carried me through everything and He had his reasons for coinciding the two situations with Will and Xavier.  I can only speculate, but thankful He did.  God had a plan!

In a way it sounds odd for me to be happy divorce papers are on their way out to him, because I never wanted/thought I would ever be in this situation.  But in the same regards, like I said above, God has a plan.  My future is and will be wonderful!  It has been quite a journey, but this journey is no where close to being done!


A friend encouraged me to add some songs to this blog post :)

P.S.~Please pray that he signs the papers!!!!

Surfing the web.

Yesterday Xavier woke up from his nap while I was still doing school with Sydney, so he sat at the table with us and played on my laptop.  I just love his facial expressions and his laugh~they just make this video! Here is a quick clip of him:



Perhaps I will send this to E*Trade and see if he could try out for their baby commercials they have! :)

Time to share...

I am thrilled to announce~we are moving back to PA!!!! :) 

God has opened several doors for us to be able to move back to PA!  We will actually be moving to Eastern PA and not Western PA where we use to live.  It's the perfect situation.  We will be less than 4 hours from where we use to live and about 5 hours from our home here in MA. 
I can't even begin to explain how wonderful and amazing God has been through all of this.  God placed some wonderful friends in my life as well as a church family who is making this all possible! I am so thankful to/for everyone who has played a role in making this possible! 
I am not certain on our move date yet, but it will not be until 2012.  2012 is looking up already!!!! :)

8 months!

The time is just flying by now!  When did my little baby boy become a big boy?!?! Xavier is 8 months old today!  I just can't get over the progress he has made these past 2 weeks! He has gotten his first tooth (lower left on September 29th), sitting up completely unassisted, mastered his pincer grasp, claps, getting up on his knees, going into a sitting position from lying down, and his language has even improved!   This little guy is a fighter and won't give up~he will continue to make great strides in his life!  He has bounced back so wonderfully and done it of course with a smile at all times!  His smile just lights up a room! I am so blessed to have him in my life!  God has truly blessed me with such a wonderful son! 

This is the happy little boy sitting up in his crib that I found in the morning.

<3 I love them! <3