I have been doing some research of my own to figure exactly what BAV is and what exactly this means for Xavier. One article of research stated "Individuals with BAV should be carefully monitored for evidence of aortic dilatation and valvular dysfunction." How can the cardiologist at BCH tell me that Xavier doesn't need to be seen for a full year?!?! I am extremely thankful that tomorrow Xavier will be seen by his new pediatrician and I will get to speak to them more extensively about what this all means for Xavier. In the mean time I did find a medical article and a picture that explains everything very well, so here is the link if you are curious: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0004578/ .
What did I do wrong in my pregnancy that didn't allow Xavier's heart to form correctly? What could I have done differently. Part of me thinks this is all my fault, but I know that his formation was in God's hands and he made him special for a reason. Psalm 139:14 "I am fearfully and wonderfully made". That is the plaque that hangs on Xavier's bedroom door. It was given to me by my mother before he was even born! He has a wonderful testimony someday to share with others. Maybe one day he himself will be a great cardiac surgeon or cardiac doctor! He is such a strong fighter and amazing little boy! I am so proud and thankful I can call him my son! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
His face brightens my day! :) |
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