It's official...

Well, after the news I was given last night about the poor or should I say sinful choices Will has made recently I have decided it was time to take off my wedding rings.  I was wearing his wedding band that he had taken off February 22nd and handed to me February 27th (keep in mind Xavier was born February 10th).  I had told him that I was going to keep them on until our divorce was final because they were a sign of the marriage covenant we made to each other and we were still married, but I just can't keep them on anymore!  The constant pain and reminder of what those rings mean and how he's not living up to his vows that he made to me 7 years ago just hurt too much.  I can't keep up the lie that we are somehow still married, I refuse to live that lie anymore. It was a difficult decision to make because I didn't think it was right to do until the day the divorce was finalized, but it was something I had to do as the next step to move forward.  In the state of PA they have a 90 "cooling off period" so no one can get a divorce before the 90 day period. The papers can be signed anytime after June 28th to make our divorce final.  As much as I never wanted this divorce, never even had that word in my vocabulary for us, I can't wait for that day to come to wipe my hands of this whole mess and officially begin a wonderful new life!